These last few years have been a total mess!! We have literally turned our lives upside down in every aspect. For anyone looking in from the outside maybe it’s hard to fathom what we have been through. I’m not going to be the one to tell you because its something that has to be lived to be truley understood. It has been my biggest challenge to date and I am so proud of all of us for getting through it and keeping sane. I have the hugest admiration for Jasmin and Isaac they have handled the move so well and are tackling a new school and language with such confidence. It makes it all worth every struggle to see them chatting happily away in French with new smiles on their faces.
I am now feeling for the first time in I really don’t know how long like we are settled. It’s an amazing feeling and funnily enough one that I have fought off for so long. I think that was probably because I was always in the wrong place. Having got too used to the Brazilian way of getting by, I now find myself craving security and being part of the system! I know! ME! Who knew right? Well that’s the truth and I don’t care who knows it. We are happily settled, I pay rent, bills, insurance (so much insurance!! Couldn’t be more more secure!!) I go to parents meetings, bank meetings, business meetings. Wait, what, really? I can’t quite beleive it either but there it is. My business is registered and now I am officially a person that does shit! Yay hurray for the system!
So that being so there will soon be lots more going on here and in my etsy shop so please stop by soon.